glittary mi

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2005-05-30T20:12:00.000-07:00

new blog!!!! www.ilub-myself.blogspot.com okay?? yea... gotta go now.. holla.. *.<

2005-05-26T22:08:00.000-07:00

ow ow ow ow.. my sunburn hurts!! i went to wild wild wet on monday.. plae like siao... plae from morning till late afternoon.. nan guai got sunburn lah! yesterday had napfa.. shoooo tired okay! ran 1.6km ritee? so tired lah. slept at 7.45 lehhs.. this is... =.= so early.. den cannot wake up this morning sommore! hehees.. now in skool blogging.. at home cannot go online. mother dont allow.. sad rite? yah.. dont care lahhs. well gtg now lehhs.. holla

2005-05-26T13:01:00.000-07:00

hahas.. in skool STILL teacher sae have higher chinese so must stay back. now in cyber studio. yepps.. thinking bout changin my blog url.. yea.. okay. ill post it as soon as i think its ready kkx. yea. now fixing some errors. uhuh.. holla

2005-05-18T20:11:00.000-07:00

gosh.. just forget what i rote previously okay? thanks. today in skool there is this girl.. i think everyone in my class knows who im talking about.. she is a big crybaby and just loves to cry.. after insulting someone.. she still cries when they went to complain. when the teacher call her to go down.. she refuse and cry even more. i know maybe i neglected her feelings a lil. but still she has to face up to it. she did it. for everything you do there are consequences ritee? gosh yea. it was really like a chinese drama.. hahas. had napfa today. i think i got a gold. >.<>.

2005-05-17T20:26:00.000-07:00

well.. i rote a previous post about friends.. i didnt mean it to be directed at one person.. but somehow.. the person tot otherwise. hah. the thing is. you guys dont know mi. im someone different. you dont even know if i have a split personality or anything. well.. this person bears a grudge against mi. i dont know what i did wrong. and she was so sure i did it. she went around.. telling almost the whole world that i told on her. i dont care anymore. it caught my eye.. hah.. as if i give a damn anyway... *and i know tt person she is talking about is me. just to tell you, person A, you know tt you made people's life miserable. do you expect people to forgive you easily, or even by asking the person I LIKE to make me forgive you? i told you once, and i'll tell you twice. i CANNOT forgive people JUST LIKE THAT. i haf to FEEL that there is no more grudges. and, person A, i will NOT run off one day if you dont ruin my lyf. and, so what if i hate you, you will get sick?!?!?!?!?!?? i hate you, all the more i wuldnt care if you get sick.... you can get tubercolosis for all i care... and i ALSO dont care if you do anything stoopid... your arrogant face just pisses me off..* quoting is soo troublesome aye? you know what?? i dont care anymore! i did not even expect you to become my friend again. i did not even want your forgiveness. its not something i did rong. i know it. she knows it too. she has been going around spreading lies untill its almost real that she starts believing it too! i know i may get sued for blogging these sorta thing. well i thought that she hated mi too much to even go to my blog! hah... some people.. haiz.. guess i blog enuf liao. byees

2005-05-15T12:52:00.000-07:00

ha.. sho sad.. exams results not really what i would expect.. big shocker man.. all 70+ dunnoe bout science lehhs. hope i dnt get that low.. wo xia ding jue xin. must work harder. dont feel like it also must! hahas. didnt know i could force myself lorx. yesterday went malaysia. went swimming and shopping ate at genki sushi =) i ate cha soba. so nice sia..bot a new hp cover to replace my SECOND cracked cover.. i wonder how i do it. cracking it all the time.. haha. today woke up. transfer songs frum cd to mp3 then watch tv.. now play comp lorx. thank god that exams are over.. but that means prelims are comming!! time to study! haha. dont feel like it tho. but must lah. well yea.. nothing more to rite liaoz.. holla

have i really got round to studying?

2005-05-10T18:38:00.000-07:00

hey.. have not been blogging for what seemed to mi like ages.. lets see.. today had math exam. was rreally pissed lorx. during the 2hr 15mins the stupid lower primary were making SOOOO much noise. i just couldnt stand it o.O well.. exams are gpnna be over soon. i dont think i did so well. but oh well. just need to do well for prelims and psle ya. i know must concentrate lah. but chinese really got practically nothing to study about lorx. esp since they cut down the lessons.. yea. only i know that i haf not been studying my science. abit only lah. dad's overseas now... can't wait for him to be back. the moment he is back.. exams will be over liao!! sho happie sia. but problem is.. they will be gong kaiing our results... im so nervous sia.. i know that at the moment there are somethings that you guys dont wanna tell mi. well i dont really mind. i knew i never really was your friend. not. when i know you guys dont wanna be my friend.. haiz its just to xin tong liao. but i haf to learn to accept the fact that once in awhile or more like most of the time.. you cant please everyone. i have to learn to stand up after falling i have to learn to put the sad things aside. i know that some ppl will try.. well haf to go liao bb!

2005-05-05T16:18:00.000-07:00

oh man... the thunder so loud. hasnt rained in days. at least it is now.. i just lub rain. i want to go and run in the rain. except that its too heavy now. sigh.. today had chinese compo and listening exam. the english listening will be held in the hall. such a bother. i think we all might suffocate to death haha. home no one stinks up the place as lemon tee said ^^ yeps. today, i made an extra loooong list of things then i put the word star either infront or behind the word. i got it up to 6 pages my of my notebook! yah lah.. some of you think im nuts rite? what to do? >.- i bot new laces for my converse shoes =) ever since the birds pecked on my old ones.. i tried my best never ever to leave it in the living room ever again. ya. and i think its actually working ^^ the shoelace is double sided. one side has squares and the other side has stars!!! stars!! i hope i dont fail my exams tho.. heheh.. im considering changing to freewebs. who knows i just might.. well if i do i'll keep you guys updated =) dont worry! meantime im trying to enjoy while i can. live life to the fullest and stop thinking about komikazing! haha. okay. yea. in PE mr cheng made us run 5 rounds the two bball courts and its not even 1.6km!! how sickening is that? i so wanted to giveup halfway cause of the gastric and stitches. but who knows? i continued. and then no more strength.. sigh.. what a day i tell you. oh ya. yesterday.. mic was shoving ice down my shoes!!! haha. it was sooo funny. well i really haf to go now.. byebye

2005-05-03T16:32:00.000-07:00

today very simple lah.. just wake up.. i forgot to wake up.. ^^ when i told my friend she said.. anything with you is possible yea.. haha i guess its true. today when i do bodyguard.. sigh. had to stand on stage for dunno how long! my legs were like jelly? okay yea. i had higher chinese exams today. our english teacher gave us a few hints on english compo. cause tml is our eng compo exam! someone in the class vandalised my friend's worksheet wich was supposed to be in teh cupboard! my gwash. hao da dan worx.. well obviously teacher ask the person to own up. but dont need to own up in front of everyone lah!! well.. i really hope that the person will own up soon.okay? good. if your reading this i apologize or whatever. dont get offended arhx. good.

2005-05-02T17:45:00.000-07:00

heya! exams here liao worhx.. so sad rite? i know some of you are actually happy.. -_-" but i cant read minds so.. yea... wo yao gai guo zi xin.. maybe i might even turn into someone you never even wanna know.. hopefully i wont okay?? i know some ppl have always been there for mi. but i never really appreciated it. sorry. now i know i always did. but i just didnt realise that you all are most important in my life. you were there for mi when i was sad you even gave mi advise but now.. your gone.. you hate mi.. you know who you are.. you dont even come here. but if you do.. i finally got the hint that you hate mi.. i will leave you alone. if that is what you want. i can change if you want mi to. yuu just have to tell mi. i know i made lots of ppl's life miserable. i did not mean too! it just so happened i did. some ppl are even avoiding mi.. just for the sake not for mi to mess up their lives anymore. let mi tell you.. i wont be there to do that anymore.. you can lead your life in peace.. i wont be there to make life difficult for you. you can if you want to. it will just be payback for all the pain i have caused you. i know i cant just leave. i dont want to. ill hang on for the sake of some ppl. but i can break down anymoment. i hope i wont. i know i still have friends so i wont go. i wont do anything i think is stupid dont worry... we can still be friends okay? i know you will still leave mi one day rite? i knoe yuu will still break my lil heart...

2005-04-29T19:50:00.000-07:00

friendships are ships
they are the best ships
they will go through thick and thin with you
good ones never abandon you
they stick by you
the friends closest to mi are the most precious
i wont be able to bear it if you tell mi you dont want to be my friend anymore
its just too much...
right now.. you friends are everything to mi.. some may even be closer then family.. you know ill treasure our friendship rite? i hope you dont take mi as a toy. when you feel like it you cling on to mi. when you dont... you dump mi aside... i dont like that feeling.. but now my friends, ill stick to you through thick and thin okayy? i dont expect the same from you but i hope you will treasure this friendship cause it means alot...

2005-04-28T20:31:00.000-07:00

whee! im back! okay.. lame.. haha. i just saw something my teacher made for the class... a viedo. sho nice..had pics of my class last year.. this year.. the candid foto. was so nice =) his greatest hope for us is to smile and have a goal in life.. after watching it. it kinda brot tears to my eyes lorx.. i was crying before that so its natural lah. so touching. then we were guessing who wuld kry on the last day of skool. i bet i would. i wont want to go home.. sniff. now already the middle of the year.. sigh. soon june hols then prelims then PSLE then we all going seperate ways. i wonder how ill be able to part from my friends. its just all too sad. all the pictures we take are all gonna be really precious. it will remind mi of all the times we spent together. good and bad. yea. i hope we will not lose touch. when we grow up things might be much different but we will still be friends wont we? i hope. i hope we wont leave the skool bearing grudges okay? so ppl... please. lets make it a happie one ^^ fingers are crossed liao. hoping time wont pass so soon. i dunno why just thot of this all of a sudden. ya.. i really cant bear to leave you guys.. aww...

2005-04-26T21:57:00.000-07:00

wo xing li hen luan... haiz. nothing much this few days lah.. so nvr blog. i nvr even go online. made 60++ cookies today =) yummie! aiyo.. i so late then cm online. haf to go liao o.O blog more soon. im not dead or anything yet. soon lah. the day will come

2005-04-20T13:39:00.000-07:00

i've been thinking of what we all would become. would we be famous? would we be loners? what would we be? i was thinking how people change over the years. they either make drastic changes or they dont change at all. which one to choose. i think i would make drastic change but who knows? my future is in my hands isnt it? what i want to be i havent decided. the amount that i changed from kindergatern to primary. and next year secondary. its all so big. i may not have changed alot in looks but in character alot. the confidence in mi has grown the creativity too. now all i have to do is to choose the right path..

2005-04-18T20:03:00.000-07:00

ha! =) im feeling great =) exams nearing whorr. sigh. who likes exams? mdm tan make mi do command! without mike! how?? today i stay back in skool. had to usher a few vietnam guests. on of them was carrying the cam. so... we are gonna be on vietnam national tv! yeah. sho.. mi and warah was running aroung lyk siao. we went into the math room and told them that the visitors were arriving. the teacher was sho farnie. he was lyk AH!! okay. yea. then we told them to arrange the bags outside. then the teacher bai tuo wo men sho we did it of course. then we leaving that time the teacher give us CHOCOLATE ^^ sho kind. ya. then later go home lorx. then do project than do mock exam ppr =.= then finally PLAY COMP^^ now watching tv and blogging! yippie! on sat i took out my earsticks and managed to put on my hanging earings! they haf pink starx! yippie! then on sun i had to take it out cause skool dont allow! bad skool. haiz. then change to earing lor. cant find all my earsticks liao -_-" haf to go liao!! bye!

2005-04-17T13:11:00.000-07:00

hahas. today going to safra again!! my ball always gets stuck to my thumb. =( so how? nevermind lorx. if can dont get jammed then good lorx. if not then must make the hole bigger?
dunnoe leh.. very tight leh. ah. now im in lub with tonari no totoro =)

2005-04-15T19:24:00.000-07:00

ha.. bowling has taken over mi!! i have been thinking bout bowling lyk every second of my life! today was water sports. was supposed to be in the third game. but guess what. MR HO HAD TO GO CANCEL THE LAST 2 GAMES! call that fair. he was saying something lyk we did not listen to instructions so he canceled it blah blah blah. well in the bus on the way back.. i over heard 2 teachers talking (i wasnt evesdropping) one was saying that they did not have enuf prizes! so i was thinking that maybe.. just maybe. they canceled it intentionally. if not why would we have reached skool ON TIME. just ON TIME to go home. yea. talk bout coincidental... in the bus i was sandwiched between veluriya and daffy =) and my pinafoe was wet. all cause i got myself wet. i didn't bother to go change out of my swimming costume or anything. yea.. i have to go liaox.. so.. bye.

2005-04-14T13:15:00.000-07:00

haha. 4th day in a row eh? haf been comming to cyber studio practically EVERYDAY. woot! well.. today i havve to stayback in school till lyk 5++++!!! so... SICKENING... bleagh. haiz.. lemmie tell ya what happened yesterday...

wednesday

had a really bad headache. slept at 8! i got to use the comp. but i forgot to blog. =) i had to run down 3 levels just to get a stupid float from the swimming pool that my sis forgot to bring home. and i ran up again. so basically i was running up and down up and down. sigh...

really haf to go liaoz. have higher chinese... grrr...
bye..

2005-04-12T13:34:00.000-07:00

hahax.. im in skool again. sho... teacher not gonna be in skool till next mon. and tml is foto taking! and they expect mi to wear blouse? no way. try mi? well, tml got math mock exam paper. the tacher gonna zao the moment we finish our foto taking. haf to go liao. cyber studio closing soon =s wish i could spend more time tho.. bye...

2005-04-11T13:16:00.000-07:00

haha... im in skool now. get to use the comp for lyk at least 1/2h after skool. b4 cca and all. gwash. today har.. nothing happen realie. just thaat some police came to our skool to talk about some crime prevention thing.. =) it was boring. but the fact that i was back stage made it okay. later haf bowling. wonder how ill do. okay gtg now... haf to eat lunch! >.< bye!!

2005-04-10T16:03:00.000-07:00

haiz... i've been feeling so mixed up these few days. nothing really has been going thru my mind. i felt like the dearest friends were leaving and they never came back. they weren't there when i needed them. a shoulder to kry or to share funny stuff with. the time drew near. the time when secrets would be revealed. the most horryfiying one was out. the one when ppl thot i hated them. i dont hate anyone. the truth is almost everyone hates mi.. i know that no one reads this stuff so its safe to rite it here. or isit they always read it but don't say a word. i have no idea who my friends are now. its cold war. between everyone. cold war.i know some have been thinking what in my right mind is happening to mi these few days. the ans is i dont know. maybe its just the emotions. maybe its not. i hope it just is. so i wont feel left out. so what if i do? no one will give a damn. its just not the same not the same. never the same.. never...

2005-04-08T18:42:00.000-07:00

wah.. i hate spares. well what to do. cannot avoid what.. haiyo. now adays arhx.. cannot find anything to blog. so.. grrr... aiya.. nothing to rite liaoz. might as well go now.. bye!!

2005-04-07T08:15:00.000-07:00

okay.. im in skool now. no other time to blog mah.. so lets see this few days is lyk nothing to talk about lorx. so have nothing to blog bout. so.. you got it. yeah. my teacher cried on tues. so sian. then yesterday in happy go lucky mood haha. well gtg now. bb!!

2005-04-04T18:34:00.000-07:00

okay ppl. i really miss this comp. my luck for bowling is officially back! yippie! now my high-score is.... 127!!!! im so happy. this few days hor... nothing really happend lah. my grandpa comming to my house to stay for bout a week =) good or bad? i'll haf to speak hokkien leh... mixed with chinese that is.. haha. okay. i bot a new bowling ball. 11 pounds! its blue and glittery! cho kawaii! okay.. fine. nothing really lah here. just the same ole boring skool days with studying and talking and stuff lah.. so bye!!!

2005-03-31T15:49:00.000-08:00

okay ppl! im back!!! im back!!! okay.. yupx... this few days so boring one.. nothing to blog about.. so i'll just keep this one short.. and tell everyone. im not missing or anything.. bye!

2005-03-17T21:55:00.000-08:00

hey... i have not been blogging for 3 days liao.. not surprising tho... haiz some ppl ask mi to blog so i come and blog lorx. my cuzin came to my hse yesterday and slpt over =) so fun!!! we play lyk siao. my teebee gonna burst liao. we keep on playing playstaion CTR! its so fun! today i went to bugis junction too. dnt buy anything tho. nothing much liao. the things that i want damn ex lorx.. so sad. well.. nothing much liao.. bb!

2005-03-17T09:55:00.000-08:00

2005-03-15T15:56:00.000-08:00

im so freakin pissed! someone cracked my hp cover the screen part! ah!!! my parents back in singapore liao.. pressies alot leh! so happie sia.. but the black shoes.. i dunnoe wut to say... haiz.i went bowling at raffles town club today to bowl! so fun!! there was this crazy person in the lane next to us. keep on comparing his son's score with mine! not even that frame he compair.. dumb lah dat guy.. nothing more lah. bb!

2005-03-14T13:32:00.000-08:00

okay... last nite i stayed on the comt till 1!! nvr done that b4.. its cause parents not home so just chat all the way lorx =) today i brot brownie for his walk cause my maid cant do it.. later i might have to go down with her to wash car!! so irritating. i dont want to... i slpt at bout 2 last nite and woke up at 7. 45 again... i wake up at that time practicaly everyday! today im definately gonna do my h/w if not im gonna die man.. must do today! i still haf to do SW. CW. 1 chinese book report. psle science 4 pages i think. psle math.. 2 pages down still alot to go!! parents comming home today. that means PRESENTS!! yippie! ahh.. no catraiges tho.. nvrm go malaysia then bye. ^^ maybe i shuld do my h/w now in front of the comp >.< bb!

2005-03-14T00:00:00.000-08:00

okay... its 12... im stil awake... blogging... wanna slp cant fall asleep. dont wanna slp wut to do?? cant do much lah... dont care lah... bb *yawn*

2005-03-13T18:51:00.000-08:00

wow... its almost the end of the day. and i am still using the comp! okay.. break the record. been siting here since morning till now. just left a couple of times to go watch bout 5 mins of tv each. then come back here and sit. well.. so you know. my day wasnt interesting. just comp breakfast in front of the comp.. play more comp.. haf lunch in front of the comp.. play more comp. got up watched 5 mins of tv. sat dwn played a bit. went to watch more tv and came back to play more comp. how boring can it get?? haha. i think tonite i shall watch a movie.. ill pop popcorn too. yupx thats what ill do. my sis still not home.. haiz. wonder wut time she'll actually be home. or maybe she wont come home ahhh.. that will be life.. fine its not actually what i call caring but im not saying tt i dont want her home or anything.. haiz.. wut to do now?? well i guess ill stop her nw... bb!

2005-03-13T08:42:00.000-08:00

ah!!! the police called today!!! eek i was so freaked. they wanted to talk to my maid.. good thing they only asked what happened. i thought we did something bad or something like that. phew. they asked her wut happened. i think someone reported or something lyk that. haiz.. still haf a long day ahead of mi.. i shant type more till later... bb!

2005-03-12T22:04:00.000-08:00

sigh... finally! all the drama's over. and im back to my own self. just that i wont be leaving this house for god noes how long.. my maid fractured her back.. cant move round much.. haiyo.. at least she's home... the knot in my stomach still not untied yet!!! argh. still that funny feeeling in there =x i know tml i wont be following my sis! and thats a good thing. today.. fun sia.. play with danetta and marcus.. haha. damn fun. went to their church. saw the toot. then dunnoe why lah. dat danetta and marcus. tease us lyk siao... we got back at them tho. lmao. then went to eat lunch with them. so ffun. we play racing. then supposed to go home... but then arhx.. haiyo i ggo her house lorx. play and play and play =) super fun!!! ahh.. then the time to go home.. the moment i dreaded. playing with them so fun i dont want to go home but i did lorx. they going on holiday tomorrow morning =) haha. thats it for now lah.

2005-03-12T20:43:00.000-08:00

wahh... dis few days so havoc loh.. esp today. my maid.. fell down the escalator then no one fetch my sis. call my parents then they wanted mi to take taxi but.. haiyo i dont wan lah. in the end my cuzzin go fetch her lorx. i damn scared sia. cried leh.. haha well . my maid might haf to stay in the hos[ital lorx.. hu cares lah..

2005-03-11T13:52:00.000-08:00

wippie!! my parents are not in singapore.. dat means.. comp the whole day till they are back on mon nite! im so happie! haf a great headache today. nw a bit better. sigh.. prefect meeting so damn boring sia.. the teacher nagged as usual. nothing new. the principle was there tho. so scary. dont dare to tok. i dont wanna book names!! thats the problem with being a prefect.. im a corrupt one tho.. the whoole world will turn against mi!! i am not gonna book names.. only if i really haf to? haiz.. so much problem one. so sian!now... i haf decided to use the comp for the whole day today.. as long as my sis dsnt complain i hope =)

2005-03-10T22:40:00.000-08:00

my bdae... mi!
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2005-03-07T17:55:00.000-08:00

ahh!!! salad! i hate you lorx.. arhgh... joey i dont hate you tho.. SALAD!!! hu ask you to bowl so well?? haiyo. my life all give you liao. im drained of all my luck! ah... so fun! nxt week is holiday! wee hee! yesterday i found a pair of tiny converse shoes that bellonged to mi when i was lyke.. tiny lorx. its pink and cute! i love it.. haiyo.. my bowling skills is getting lyk lousy! argh. dont think ill make the team this year. but hu cares lmao. let god show mi the way lorx. leddit be his will.. bdae was fun! happie happie mi.. haha. i guess i cant lyk spend forever blogging can i? so... ciao!!

2005-03-05T08:18:00.000-08:00

yippie! its my bdae today... cant wait. wait! wut to wait for. its already my bdae! im so happie! hope to gets losta pressies? well ill keep it short. got to go to church =)

2005-02-26T15:06:00.000-08:00

yippiex! dunnoe why but im so happy. i guess cause my b'dae is cming up in exactly 1 week! im gonna officially be 12. yupx yupx. i downloaded smthn but its lyk... not working lorx. damn sian leh... i dnt go to church today. to late to go. went to fetch my mum's car then wanted to go to church but it was lyk. so late liao so went home instead lorx... watch teebee then play comp lorx. haiz my day so boring one... i wish the week could pass faster then my bdae!!! >.<

2005-02-24T17:49:00.000-08:00

i hvnt been blogging for such a long time.. my bdae is cming soon! so happy. yupx skool so fun when we get to watch the bball matches. we haf been winning all the way. woot! i got a new mattress for my bed. its quite hard tho. im not going to sports day!!! yippie! anyway i wuld haf nothing to do even if i went wut. well its getting bored these few days... sickening. the teacher not so mean anymore. thats good news yay! at least i get to use the comp. its not lyk i cant use it at all =) byex!

2005-02-18T04:29:00.000-08:00

im so.... busted.... im lifeless. ah!!!!! i haf not been having anything exciting round here... =( so nothing to blog bout. i dunnoe why... got mp3 then got nothing to put in it... sigh... projects due in lyke 2 weeks or so. wierd... lyke no time liddat... so sian... exams are comming soon. mum is pressing mi lyke krazy. 我快被她骂死了！so sickening... hope i can complete jap soon. then can speak =) the week pass so fast. now going to be saturday liao happie days are here! nothing much to blog about liao.

2005-02-14T18:33:00.000-08:00

how long more does skool haf to go on??? im already bored to tears... its getting so saddening... today, bakua, a hammie, i nicknamed it that, came to skool! yaya... so cute leh... haiz. this comp got problem liaox... all because of someone's BROTHER!!! he is such a fweak! my mum really regrets letting him use the comp. haha hi is really gonna geddit frum mi if i meet him man! my cuzin haf gb ds! im soooo envious of him... btw, if anyone is reading this, go to our class blog! www.six-bee.blogspot.com haha. go arhx. tag mi board too! dont forget arhx... i had bowling today. i really is gedding worse at it! aw man... well i collected lotsa stuff aka junk frum my cuzins hse! so happie! my wall is filled with postcards. and i colllected birthday bears too! happie happie mi!

2005-02-10T04:38:00.000-08:00

hey... yesterday turned out okay... all the ang bao and stuff... unfortunately, my comp mouse.... SPOILT!!! so i doubt i'll be blogging at hm now... sad rite? well, we haf to go back to skool tomorrow... another gruelling day... haiz. at least onli hlf hour of egg youl aka bj 101! hehe.. got japanese comics frum my cuzin.... i know ill be addicted to it lyke krazy kekekex i wanna buy more! more! more! haha... im krazy lah. well gtg nw bb!

2005-02-09T17:37:00.000-08:00

haiz... i crap alot lah.. sorri peeps... HAPPIE CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!! hahaz its so fun waking up and guesssing hw mush youll get on tt day... muny! our class won for the decor! so happy... the prize is just a lame lil lollipop but i guess it means alot. to mi it represents all the hard work we put in... all the tears we shed cause of the other class... all the friendships we broke and we hope we'll get them back... i really hope i will. its not fun lyke this. all the peeps give us mad stares... it really pains mi to go to skool everyday now... but i dare myself to do it... i hope everthing will be alright now. i hope she'll still tok to mi... i really do. well wut can i say? she might already haf forgiven mi? i dunnoe... ill just leave it to god and let him show mi the way...
i restarted my tama again! =pPp hope it won die again! i wanna gain back all my hard work of raising tamas =pPp i hope it wont go down the drain! kekekex

2005-02-04T21:07:00.000-08:00

haiz! im so pissed! how bad can things get? its already so bad and some ppl have to go mess it up! all bcause of chinese new year decorations!juz cause of a lil misunderstanding... so many fwenships are being broken! the ships that behold the greatest treasures... is floating away... further away frum mi... all cause of one gurl... everything had to turn out this way. its just not fair. thinking bout it just makes mi feel lyke crying. its our last year in primary skool and this had to happen. we get glares
we get stares
we hear rumors
we hear things...
things we did not want to hear
things no one would lyke to hear
things that are not even true
things...
just things...
we look back and see even our closest...
drifting away
in that boat
we once lived in
put all our trust in
but now...
we all can onli hope for the best
pray that we'll be friends
again...
we doubt that will happen
but we still hope
that shimmer of hope
means alot
to all of us
and all around us
we hope it'll end
we reali do
but how do we gain back all the trust that others have lost in us?
how do we face others now?
how are we even supposed to tell others we dn't do it?
we...
we cant...
all the trust is gone
but we sit there waiting
for that shimmer of hope
for god to make a miracle
for us to be friends again
we are waiting
i am...

2005-02-03T17:59:00.000-08:00

eeeeeee!!! im so anxious! the chinese new year deco is finished and the judging was today! i saw the pic of joi in i weekly! so dumb nvr put lyke the whole pic. they cut it off!!! went to desaru over the weekend so nvr blog or anything. i haf to collect my specs today... haiz...

2005-02-01T21:07:00.000-08:00

kekeke... im blogging in skool.... taking a risk tho. i dunt haf time to look for a new skin. so if you dunt lyke it i cnt do anything bout it. i had lessons bout the tsunami thing. its really saddening to think about what happened to some ppl. i was thinking that we are really so lucky to be in singapore. i hope this sorta thing wont happen again. it really makes mi think bout so many things. i wish that at that time they had taken note of the warning that was sent and not so many ppl would be killed in the tsunami. well....... the teacher is krazy... bald and.... nthn beta to tok bout her lah... she so mcc one... haha.. well cant blog liao. teacher cming!!!!

2005-01-27T17:50:00.000-08:00

its so wierd when you think something is like that but it actually isnt. im always filled with mixed emotions. nothing seems to be the way it seems. im so sian... china town was okay today. really hate that tour guide. so stupid one. keep on toking so loudly as if we were deaf! he keep on toking. dont give us time to relax. keep on toking crap arhx. we went to a temple. so many bees one! so scary. there was a big drum for i dunnoe wut. the stupid tour guide dnt say so. i wonder why he's a tour guide. i had higher chinese after that. our teacher got really mad at some ppl in the class. haiz. so problem one. some peeps are baised against her. others arent. i am not that baised against her. she's okay considered for such an old person. my hand is free from pains now! im so happy! i wish *i would grow taller* i feel so short. almost everyone around mi is taller. haiz. gtg nw...

2005-01-26T18:07:00.000-08:00

yippie! tml going to china twn can skip skool! bought potato chips. gonna snack lyke siao tml. will bring my mp3 too! today had tution. so boring. feel lyke slping! the teacher give us ice tho. so not that bad. went to buy the potato chips aftr that.so sleepy!!! hope dont have fever leh... that would be just sooooo bad. hmwk load is getting bigger. arghx. im bored stiff on days lyke this. wut can i do!?!?!?! im bored. im bored to tears!!! cant blog now. bye!

2005-01-24T20:49:00.000-08:00

im finally done with my new blog. took mi ages to find the right skin! im so tired. jab still aches. wish it wont hurt that bad! my ear hole is finally healed... happy at last! im so happy! but today also so sian. body so hot. tomorrow haf chinese spelling! haf to go liao.

2005-01-20T14:12:00.000-08:00

today i had the jabs! i hate jabs. i wonder why some peeps like it!?! my arm aches lyke krazy... well maybe only a lil but it still hurts. i did my holiday homework all in skool. im so happy. i think i can play during the loong weekends =) i wish i did not haf to take the jab. hate it. it made me sleepy! *yawn* im so bored. i cant get a skin cause blogskins is down... that is whats so bad bout it! when i get to use the comp... the website is down. how bad can it get? im not in the best of moods now. and i just remembered that i had not been updating my blog for months.. well not months but weeks... no! days... yes days... its not that long isit? well i gtg nw!